She had guts all right.

YESTERDAY

ahah. Had SGS floorball training and Mr.wee made me and yvonne watched a floorball video to show us when to position ourselve and what to do. Didn t really played much during the match because i didn t feel like it with the dumb moronic people were playing with us.

I changed my mind about going to Tessa to get a stick because Keith could get it at a much cheaper price. So in the end, Peipei joined Yvonne and I to watched a movie - Happy feet. It was average and mostly singing basically . But if you really think deeply, and reflect the movie Happy Feet into reality, Mambo is something like a person who is not academically talented. In their world of penguins, everybody had to sing but all he could do was to tap his feets which everybody find it a disgrace and pity . However no one ever thought of Mambo`s tapping of feet cuold be another talent. But movies shall be movies, Mambo was a hero. Do people like me ever get my own happy endings and the feeling of a hero?

Later i struggled to tell peipei the truth about what yvonne and I had been doing . I dunno if she was mad or anything.After that Yvonne and I rushed down for club training. very very tough training. and i hated it when the coach asked us to run around the school. the place is like so eerie and it is beside a temple. Because of this, i have to run faster , making me pant more. Today`s training was really multi racial , i could see a swedish player and some ang mors. I thought they were really stuck up and all but they are quite friendly. I saw Mark, we didn t even bother to make eye contact which i feel really bad of me . Because it wasn t really his fault . Anyway i am going to miss the last training at MI on friday because i will be in Malaysia picking fruits! :] this sucks because the last training is supposed to be the most fun and that when the selection starts.

I mean like this is bad, at first i already made a bad impression. sigh. Yvonne said she wants to quit the club because she is an introvert which was partly correct because when everyone sat together, they were in groups and yvonne and i stuck out as a awkward pair. I knew she hated this feeling. And it is also because she wants to join JC and all. that is serious pang-sehing of her lor.

the coach kept scolding me to kept both eyes open. i didn t really understand it at first. and when he scold me i just go HEHS? and it didn t really help because i was not that close to him and i was afraid to ask him what he mean. So everytime we made eye contact, he would say KEEP THE OTHER EYE OPEN LA. i felt really dumb at that time. so before i bathed, i looked at myself in the mirror, i finally got what the coach meant , my mickey mouse`s face shirt was winking


btw, Kor is back home :)

TODAY

woke up with a struggle to go to the temple with my mom and bro. I felt really confused. I mean here i am sometimes praying to God and now i am praying to Guan Yin Niang Niang. Am i betraying Him? However, i am not even a full - pledged christian. I haven t even been to chruch ONCE. so, who am i to believe now.

later joined nana, huay yi and uncle tai kit for lunch at bugis. Kor later suggested about drink bubble tea. i was quite happy when he said that for dunno what reason. He bought milk tea which i could have object because i never drank milk tea but sheet la , i just drink can :] Then he told me in australia, they sell bubble tea there for 6 dollars? LIKE OMFG. -bang table- you can buy 6 bubble tea with that 6 dollars. Then we went to an arcade and he didn t give me a dollar to try the picking up of toys machine.

Later went to raffles city because robinson had a 20% discount storewide. i didn t buy anything from t there but i bought a esprit pants.Had dinner at asian kitchen and it was the most spooky thing i had . I saw nana from afar and i started waving . Then suddenly this waiter pop out of no where and ask me what i want. I got a bad shock and screamed then when he was gone I started laughing to myself . I thought i was paranoid because he kept staring at me even after i have left the table and walked to the opposite shop with my brother. Then we were already quite far from asian kitchen , suddenly i felt someone tapping my shoulder and asking for my number in chinese. My first reaction was shit, i don t understand. I mean, when it comes to Chinese, i need to slowly hear it . Sometimes i think pauline and sandy get pissed at me wehn they type chinese in hanyu and i don t even understand . Then when i turned around , it was that waiter lor. I got such a bad shocked. I looked for a brother but he walked so far ahead not being aware that his sister is being stalked by a waiter. I quickly said no and ran off . I didn t even bother to look at his upset face. I think the way i said no was quite ugly because i said it like how people want me to donate but i just shake my head and give them a weak smile . I quickly tell my brother what happened. Then he like want to go find him and beat up the guy . I was like so scared. THen he asked me how he looked like and i descibed and then you know what he said, OHOH. is it the one , the face look like pug?

nevermind. anyway gotta go packed my bag for the trip to malaysia tomorrow. it is only one night (: